One second I’m like “I don’t even care”, & the next I’m here venting about you because truthfully I do care, much more than I will ever admit to you, or to any other social network that you follow me on because I don’t want you to know how much you mean to me. Cause that will give you the feeling that you own me or have power over me. & you don’t. I just can’t stop thinking about you & all the times we spent together & all the cute things you do & say to me when we’re together. I hate that I met you, I regret ever seeing your angel-like face at the gym & I regret ever making awkward eye contact with you & I regret speaking to you & dropping hints that I liked you & I regret introducing you to my parents & I regret telling my friends about you & I regret ever letting you into my life in any way, shape, or form, because now you’re apart of me & you’re apart of my life & I hate it because once someone enters your life, it means they can leave whenever they want. & I don’t want you to leave, I could honestly be with you forever, I don’t even know what I’m saying, I’m crazy, I’m infatuated, I’m drunk on you & your lips & your voice & your words & your touch & everything you are. I want you to stay with me, please don’t do this to me because I will act like I don’t care & probably be a bitch, & probably ignore the shit out of you until it hurts. But I don’t want to because deep down inside I’m going to want to run to you & tell you how amazing you are to me & I will probably end up breaking my own heart. Please don’t leave.
if anyone ever breaks your heart just remember they are only human and you can break their body